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Oh good. Mom decided to go herself to grandma and I go there next week. Which means I can still rest ![Panda Emoji-06 (Nap) [V1]](https://images-wixmp-ed30a86b8c4ca887773594c2.wixmp.com/f/db95d15b-8c0c-4bb6-b743-1beb61737925/d6wbo9q-bc3bdf7b-31e1-4ae0-9b95-9a49d3c9dd66.gif?token=eyJ0eXAiOiJKV1QiLCJhbGciOiJIUzI1NiJ9.eyJzdWIiOiJ1cm46YXBwOjdlMGQxODg5ODIyNjQzNzNhNWYwZDQxNWVhMGQyNmUwIiwiaXNzIjoidXJuOmFwcDo3ZTBkMTg4OTgyMjY0MzczYTVmMGQ0MTVlYTBkMjZlMCIsIm9iaiI6W1t7InBhdGgiOiJcL2ZcL2RiOTVkMTViLThjMGMtNGJiNi1iNzQzLTFiZWI2MTczNzkyNVwvZDZ3Ym85cS1iYzNiZGY3Yi0zMWUxLTRhZTAtOWI5NS05YTQ5ZDNjOWRkNjYuZ2lmIn1dXSwiYXVkIjpbInVybjpzZXJ2aWNlOmZpbGUuZG93bmxvYWQiXX0.HI5R3U9KYtECczUeDhaGEYcIFDkKq5MtZa4hrjCkdrA)
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I have talked with the therapist, my family even gave me some pills for my depression... I'm now at my grandma's... I wish I could just leave...
I took quiz and it show I have moderate depression. I'm not into mood to draw, write or listen music. I don't even want to eat anything good. And worse part is I start hope that I don't exist... No, I'm not thinking suicide, I simply hope god would just erase me to exist... Why? You may ask. I have look after my grandma for about six years and I'm getting sick and tired of it. I'm not caregiver, I don't want to be caregiver! I suck at it! But if I say something mom considers me as selfish. There are times I even wait grandma to pass away, and I hate myself because of that, which is why I hope not to exist.
AMV I made for Disney’s 100th anniversary before end of the https://youtu.be/SXjLnW__oBI?si=WNCQS59Kes1Jh-78
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Yay. 